Commotion of empty emotions just flow,
Just from that broken heart to another one,
So less told those stories to anyone, but you,
No listener now, no one to hear those silly words.
Burnt out yet so true I suppose, oh my friend,
Dreams could be my only place to live in,
No, I cant reside in the reality so virile, I guess,
As me not shielded, weaker than ever before.
These teardrops wont make you feel good, I know!
If you were really with me now, my smile would appease
Thee. So no, guided by your perpetual shine,
I will rise and give thee pride to be friend of mine.
Only these remaining days should never be counted as days,
Each one is one to make you smile, if you were really here,
And in the other world, I suppose the chess of life had no loser,
No one to lose but to gain!
Or may be this is the final world of my imagination,
We never know, yet, till my soul rests in,
The last zephyr over my coffin besides yours, I wish,
Not in this life, but in afterlife, never wish to mislay you.
Back to that point where I always start,
To the point without a dimension, without a reason,
Oh! Silly heart attachment’s bitter part is estrangement,
Why thee tie strings too sturdy to break.?
“ADVERTISE FOR ALL AN NOT FOR FEW.”
when i see the commercials of lucrative mobile phones, laptops and other goods but with such high prices, i feel sorry for the both, myself and the advertising brand. the sorrow is I cannot afford to buy such lucrative goods(just like the television set is lampooning my financial crippled nature) . so, it is better to keep it simple and advertise the things that are genuinely in the reach of common people and are highly required for daily uses. advertisements of stationary items, sanitary items, healthy foods; etc should be more than the high priced electronic goods that only blue-blooded and golden spoon families can afford.
NO FANCY, NO COSTLY, ONLY NECESSITY.
i forgot how to smile,
my dear mom, i just feel so insecure,
a deep mysterious fear just grabs me,
i am crying cats and dogs without a cure,
i need you to just hug me.
something significant pulls me into,
i just don’t understand the reason at all,
continual fear of losing someone to
the grip of time, but she has beforehand crawled.
since many nights, i have been shedding tears,
counting on her fragments of love,
i am falling apart, there is an unknown fear,
just hug me m mother, with umpteen love.
i cannot share these in words with you,
but, my heavy heart will say it all,
find no reason of blaming myself too,
yet dripping tears listen to heart’s broken call.
i often wonder mom, does she ever think of me
or am i just a nobody for her now?
that old fear of losing her smothers me,
please let me sleep in your lap now.
i may have brought you shame,
but, i never thought it would turn so bad,
you know mom, we were going so great,
now, when i think of her, i wonder where was my bad.
you said there are fairies in stories,
where in life are they?
if there were one, i would send my queries,
to chant a spell, to bring a change.
mom, i just want to hide under your chunri,
where nobody can see my tears,
mom, please make me sleep by a lullaby,
i am afraid of my own fears.
i just don’t want to grow up,
mom,i just want to be your little child,
i think, if she had never left me, mom,
i think, i would have never cried.
emotions never see age or gender,
it is just the outburst of memories,
my mom, i feel, like a baby, so tender,
please, mom, just hum me a lullaby.
remember, whenever i don’t find anything,
you find it for me,
mom, i have lost myself altogether over that pixie,
please, mom, find myself for me.
MEANING:chunri: A scarf or wrap worn with most Indian girls’ and boys’ outfits. It can be worn in countless ways
biplab roy (bipstar.ja)
via FIND MYSELF FOR ME.
my dear mom, i just feel so insecure,
it is just the perfect time of the life