Glitch is neith…

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Glitch is neither in the frontiers we hail from, nor in the letters our tongue rolls to express, but blessing is in the blissful unity that vicissitudes of race illustrate.

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I SMILE HIDING TEARS OF GOOBYE

THEME: memories hurt… when they don’t fade… and separations seem bitter with passing time….. 

 

out of conscience, our sights collide,

as i dived deep into her mystic eyes,
there was something special and i felt it,
the smile was there but the mystery was a bit.
never knew her before and may never meet her again,
i swear, if lies had wings, they would fly without saying,
just was her rectitude in smile and unsaid emotions in eyes,
i still remember your beauty, ephemeral like the red wine,
not tiring my eyes, a portrait Almighty never painted enough,
not a shade on the page, yet His imagination’s power is you.
 
the walk to Hazi Ali is deep seated like the arteries,
precious yet the purest forms, i found so secured,
every-time you looked behind in search of me,
your images etched deep in my chest that is beating,
i wish that i could have made it till the end there,
or at least would have never left your hand,
 just walked you there, the priced moment in my life,
as the salt waters entered my mouth, 
i looked at you, to find your eyes gazing at mine,
was the most beautiful moment and will ever be.
 
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i don’t know, will you even try to find me anymore
or have i just become a lost soul in your collage of memoirs?
moments have passed and so have days since then,
but, the estrangement has given me a painful time to hem,
as i walk through this beach with transient footsteps,
with fresh memories, i walk ahead alone, but not lonely,
those beautiful moments are with me and will ever be,
i have tried my best to find you, may be
it is what i should accept, yet i smile hiding tears
of detachment that spurt from within,
as my dad says, smile even when it hurts it’s a test.

LETTER OF HOPE

 

Dear 2013,
subject: lodging grievances against the intolerable misery.

when this new year began, i was wished HAPPY NEW YEAR by my friends and acquaintances. even, i thought that even after all the turmoil that my life had gone through since the past November, there must be a shining end to this nocturnal sorrow. but, it is with great sadness that i inform you regarding a poor performance by 2013 in my life.
it is with great sorrow that you soared me to exhilarating success and suicidal debacles without even giving me enough time to taste the crests. getting a chance in Medical exam was by far the biggest achievement in my life and i just started to feel the magic when the treacherous arms of yours snatched my success. you taught me that, it is not the RANK that is important for education here, it is POWER AND MONEY. let’s not forget, LUCK!
since the last November, i have gone through the toughest time of my life and i just got a feeling, it will continue to be so throughout this year. still, it is a Letter of hope, that the wand of magic might turn my fate around. maybe, i will never get back the girl that i lost, the love that i pilfered, the ambitions that were drenched; but it is my sober request that don’t give me happiness and love to snatch them away in a blink.

 

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Thanking You,

TOUGH to find, …

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TOUGH to find, TOUGHER to let go

the truth is in our lives, there are obviously few special persons for whom we can walk that extra mile, even when our body has given up. 
the happiest feeling is when they appreciate it and can understand the inclination towards the friendship. 
it is the beauty of any relationship. 
VALUE THE TRUE FRIENDS…. TOUGH to find, TOUGHER to let go… 
Photo: the truth is in our lives, there are obviously few special persons for whom we can walk that extra mile, even when our body has given up. 
the happiest feeling is when they appreciate it and can understand the inclination towards the friendship. 
it is the beauty of any relationship. :)
VALUE THE TRUE FRIENDS.... TOUGH to find, TOUGHER to let go... :)

CAN WE STILL BE FRIENDS?

” i think we should break-up now, i promise we will remain good friends”, these are the fragments of her last words that i remember. shattered, as i was to the extremes, but also at the loss of words.

 

estrangement is the atramentous emotion of our lives. no one wants to get separated from their beloved ones and it is an ache to remember, but which one? the separation or union? quite complicated cornucopia of emotions. 

remaining friends with the same person is often a choice left for both of them. some regard it is another way of getting in touch with that person and rest find it too tough to get along. well, it is easier to love your friend, but it is toughest to befriend your love when you see her/him in someone else’s lap. 

 

the truth be told, it has always been her/his love that we crave for and the warmth to keep us smiling. but, when we go through the break-up and still will to remain friends, it is not obvious for both of them to have consent to that. 

 

how can we talk to each other now, but not that close?

how can we walk with each other, but not hands in hands?

 

 
 

how can you think of her/him, but not call her on?

 

 
 
there are so many queries that our agonized heart faces, but she/he is no more that much into you to even answer them.

 

 

well it needs a tough heart to love someone and give her/him all that you got with no expectations, but it takes a tougher heart to wear a scarf of pretense that you don’t care and remain friends. i don’t know, whether the tough heart or tougher hear is the victor, but i know the loser, it is US, (the boy and the girl).

 

break up is never the only solution to a misunderstanding. we could have walked a  common path based on personal discussions. it will be the regret for long. 

“say your heart, not yet over though,

we are not over to love each other, no,

we may hurt and fight, i understand,

but, beyond our love, nothing else can stand

Stop crying for…

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Stop crying for things falling into pieces, do your stuff, only the best things will fall into perfect place.

No problem finds its solutions in saying, “WHY ME?” the solution to every impediment towards our mighty goal is, “THANK GOD! IT IS ME.” Every apprehension is a cowardly move, but a positive approach is well admired. It is just like STARING AT THE BURNING EYES FAILURE WITH ACIDIC TENACITY. 

Work towards our goal without listening to trifles can only propel us ahead to achieve humongous success.  Just drudge, Not cry over mishaps, The end HAS TO BE THE BEST… there is no destiny, where we reach finally is our ULTIMATE DESTINATION….. BUILD IT NOW, TO LIVE  IT THEN. 🙂