I SMILE HIDING TEARS OF GOOBYE

THEME: memories hurt… when they don’t fade… and separations seem bitter with passing time….. 

 

out of conscience, our sights collide,

as i dived deep into her mystic eyes,
there was something special and i felt it,
the smile was there but the mystery was a bit.
never knew her before and may never meet her again,
i swear, if lies had wings, they would fly without saying,
just was her rectitude in smile and unsaid emotions in eyes,
i still remember your beauty, ephemeral like the red wine,
not tiring my eyes, a portrait Almighty never painted enough,
not a shade on the page, yet His imagination’s power is you.
 
the walk to Hazi Ali is deep seated like the arteries,
precious yet the purest forms, i found so secured,
every-time you looked behind in search of me,
your images etched deep in my chest that is beating,
i wish that i could have made it till the end there,
or at least would have never left your hand,
 just walked you there, the priced moment in my life,
as the salt waters entered my mouth, 
i looked at you, to find your eyes gazing at mine,
was the most beautiful moment and will ever be.
 
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i don’t know, will you even try to find me anymore
or have i just become a lost soul in your collage of memoirs?
moments have passed and so have days since then,
but, the estrangement has given me a painful time to hem,
as i walk through this beach with transient footsteps,
with fresh memories, i walk ahead alone, but not lonely,
those beautiful moments are with me and will ever be,
i have tried my best to find you, may be
it is what i should accept, yet i smile hiding tears
of detachment that spurt from within,
as my dad says, smile even when it hurts it’s a test.

Often, the memo…

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Often, the memories that encrypt a doleful line over pale cheeks on their reminiscence, have carved deep seated scars on the tenderest part of us.

 

                                     the moments that we embrace so close to us to our softest parts of  lives, just desert us with plethora of tears and disappointments. when the frame of picture carrying these moments strike our mind, only thing that they embark are lines of their absences over our cheeks. it is then, when we introspect that , it was the closest to us and will ever be, might not be physically but, obviously spiritually.

 

it is when we make a promise, not to let anyone come too close to ever replace those lovely memories by their moments. immaterial, if we ever get that person back, but we learn to live with that pain of estrangement and hope that destiny may have us together again.

A HOPE WITHOUT EXPECTATION!